Hope to understand.

So here we are again

The familiar same old pattern—

You left everything hanging,

Yet so many questions left unsaid

But I know this isn’t about me

                If only you would,

                Show your shield just a bit

                So I could just take a peek

                All I want is to see you are ok

What’s you’re so afraid of?

***

We, human, isn’t designed to live alone

You don’t have to take all in you,

If its too much it could eat you

So I’m hoping you’d do good

Just don’t do anything harm to yourself, ok?

(actually being too hard on yourself already harmed one huhu)

               Time goes by I started to think—

                Maybe it isn’t because of you facing a hard time

                Maybe it because you choose not to

                Coz I may somehow cause you discomfort

                Or maybe, You feel I am too much, so you ditch me away

If so, please just say

Coz I hate being like this

it’s tiring, it’s confusing

I don’t know how I should react

Do you want me to reach you, or just let you be?

Do you really want to shut our friendship away?

I hope you would say something–

I want to understand.